THE SELF AND THE EGO

VANN SPRUIELL, M.D. 




This essay was written for inclusion in a memorial collection in honor of the late Agi Bene, The Self in Childhood, edited by Anne-Marie Sandier and Rafael Moses. Unfortunately, the book was never published. This contribution represents a skeptical contribution to the uses of the word, self, as a technical word – especially common among some of the forms of object relations theory, and self-psychology. But perhaps more, it is an expression of dismay about the use of "self," without satisfactory definition – often without definition at all. "Self" is somehow seen as an entity that somehow interacts with the "ego." Sometimes it is thought to be superordinate to ego. This paper puts forward the view that these practices and unfounded speculations are harmful in that they preclude rational efforts to understand the mind and its functions.

Freud intentionally used Das Ich to refer to both the "self" in its everyday meanings, and an abstract metapsychological system. In English, the separation of the terms "self' and "ego" has led to major theoretical problems. The word self, taken in its everyday sense, is necessarily ubiquitous in psychoanalysis. But its reflexive nature makes it impossible to define except as a series of fantasies. Self has no other place as a theoretical word. What the analysand calls his or her self the analyst calls ego, which is rationally definable, either in the sense of what can be known about the analysand's experience, or as a nonexperiential abstraction.




INTRODUCTION

The various meanings ascribed to ego and self have become confused in at least part of the psychoanalytic literature. Freud originally used several different words for self in its everyday sense, and different abstract terms for those underlying psychic structures and functions which could account for the self in experience and in action. He settled on Das Ich. In German that term can stand in both experiential and non-experiential senses. In translation, Das Ich became ego. But ego is not an everyday word in English; self and the first person pronouns are. For sundry reasons there has been a tendency among English speaking analysts to separate the terms: to limit the ego to abstract systemic meanings and to use self and self-representation in place of the phenomenal ego.

Although words are only words and the important thing is to maintain clarity of meanings, there seems little gain in this (essentially undefended) practice of separation. And there are unfortunate consequences, among them the loss of lexical implications of connectedness between the experiential and the nonexperiential meanings of ego. Still more unfortunate is the inclination to extend the use of self in its everyday sense to highly abstract levels, thus to reify it as something different from the abstract ego. When this is done, metapsychology acquires an embarrassment of riches: two abstract systemic concepts, a reasonably well-defined abstract ego, and an equally abstract (or perhaps "superordinately" abstract), but poorly defined, self. The two are even thought by some to have complex "relationships" with each other. This paper is an expression of my own opinions. It is not an attempt to cover the appropriate literature. That is done in a more recent paper of mine, "Self," in the "Compendium of Psychoanalytic Concepts," (vs91b).

In this essay, I shall examine some of the causes of this unhappy theoretical development by criticizing the alterations made by Hartmann (and many others) to Freud's use of the term, ego. Distinctions between the experiences (and generalizations) of the analysand and those of the analyst will be drawn in order to contrast what can be known about the phenomenal ego -- what the analytic observer can comprehend about the self of another -- and what can be known, through valid inferences, of the systemic ego. In the course of tentatively exploring related issues of narcissism, I will argue that Freud's use of psychoanalytic theory as an open system (in his language) remains adequate in subsuming the present state of clinical knowledge -- adequate, providing the separate parts of that theory are integrated and the separate levels of discourse are distinguished.

The nature of psychoanalysis has been epitomized in various ways. It is said to be a theory of the dynamic unconscious, of intrapsychic conflict, a theory having to do with meanings, interpretation, adaptation.. Whatever else it is, psychoanalysis is also a matter of knowing.l The psychoanalyst knows his patient in two rather different ways. "Knowing" is used in its everyday sense: knowing oneself, knowing another. Abrams (1980) has written an interesting developmental study of "knowing" in the sense of progressive steps of insight. One way of knowing might be characterized as empathic and subjective, not so much based on a set of discrete observations as on global, affective understandings from a position within the two-person field (Loewald, 1971). These understandings are of two sorts: a) the knowing of the mind of another by way of an analogy with one's own, and b) the knowing of the mind of another as a complementary object, e.g., to be loved is to know something about the lover. Psychoanalysis, by limiting actions, becomes an astonishing opportunity for one mind to discover "an equivalent center of self in another," to uncover inner thoughts, feelings, and memories that even lovers do not share, that even the most intimate friends living long years together do not share.

The other way of knowing is even more important. Freud was never willing for psychoanalysis to become simply another "mentalistic" discipline; classical analysis has never been willing to rely on empathy alone. The psychoanalyst attempts more objective observations. This way of knowing is a matter of generalizing from an empirical set of observations made from a position outside the two-party field, the normal investigative approach of any natural science. It depends upon psychoanalytic training, including the personal analysis, the development of a coherent theory, and ongoing experience both in doing analysis and communicating with other analysts (Freud, 1926b).

Both forms of knowing, and oscillations between them, are necessary for an analysis to be an analysis. A total or preponderant reliance on one or the other results in "a something else," not psychoanalysis. But when it is psychoanalysis, it provides the opportunity to generalize from the multileveled experiences of the single analyst with his individual patients and to generalize from the collective experiences of many analysts using similar methods. The result is a continually evolving set of theories integrating both the phenomenal and the noumenal, both the experiential and the nonexperiential realms of the mind (Sandler and Joffe, 1969), both the "internal world" of awareness and the "inner world" of mechanisms. At this level of theoretical abstraction, there is no longer the need for the English word—so private, so individual -- self. If used in such a sense, as mentioned above, it would have to acquire highly abstract meanings. Then it would entail not only the logical problems involved in positing both an abstract ego and an abstract self, but the multiple connotations, imprecisions, and philosophical antinomies to which, in English, the word, self, is heir. Better to make use of the existing words of metapsychology, in particular ego, which for Freud as Das Ich had both the particular meaning of the self as perceived by another in analogy and/or in complementarily with his own, and related, abstract, systemic meanings. It is a virtue, not faulty logic, that both sets of meanings reside in the same word; the particular is thereby related to the general. The believer-theologian sometimes prays to and sometimes thinks about his god's nature; the form of address differs, not the god.

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It may be that the tendency to reify and elevate "self" and "identity" to "superordinate levels" of abstraction is primarily a phenomenon of English-speaking analysts. But, as Glover (1966) suggested, the tendency began at least with Jung. Perhaps there are universal wishes to discover "core" meanings of human life: to locate some sort of "primal self" at the beginning, which might open up like a Japanese flower in a tumbler of water; or to discern over-riding "identity themes," beginning in the earliest mother-infant relationship in which, it is thought, the mother's unconscious might serve as a sort of cast (Lichtenstein, 1963). Certainly there are tendencies toward synecdoche, the emphasis on one or a few aspects of the psyche as though they were a new whole, or a whole as though it were a part. The conscious ambitions to create new theory and the (usually) unconscious wishes to deny the (sometimes) grim implications of parts of classical theory guarantee that.

However that may be, Freud would no doubt be astonished to learn that he had "neglected" the self in his work (Levin, 1963), or that he "never developed an elaborate theory of the self" (Mitterauer and Pritz, 1978). The fact is that Freud's entire work had to do with a series of more and more elegant theories having to do with those meanings we subsume in English as self. In most of the nineteenth century, psychology was a conscious psychology. The self was what one was privately conscious of being or what one publicly proclaimed it to be. Only Nietzsche, as far as we know, developed a concept of a truly dynamic unconscious, but he had no way to validate his philosophical speculations. It was left, of course, to Freud to patiently explore relationships between, on the one hand, what he variously referred to as will, volition, consciousness, and "Das Ich" (early on he sometimes used quotation marks in an effort to avoid philosophical conundrums), and, on the other hand, the psychological influences variously referred to as counter-will, antithetical ideas, or the unconscious. Thus, he constructed the first metapsychology (Brenner, 1980). His monumental (and premature) effort to construct a neuropsychology, the Project for a Scientific Psychology (1895), surely postulated a complex system to explain the self or ego. Why else would he call that system Das Ich?

It would be redundant and unnecessary to trace here the development of Freud's topographical structural theory (see Arlow and Brenner, 1964; Gill, 1963). But what else would the Cs.-Pcs. system be but an abstract reference to the known self? And did not the dynamic unconscious have to be, at least in part, a reference to the unknown (but potentially partially knowable) self? And to what else could the instinctual drives refer but finally to their relations to the self?

It is also unnecessary here to trace the development of the ego concept in Freud's work (see A. Freud, 1936, 1952; Hartmann, 1950, 1956; Laplanche and Pontalis, 1973). After developing the Cs.-Pcs. and Ucs. systems, Freud used the ego in the casual sense of self. But as he largely turned away from the topographical system, he developed elaborate abstract conceptions of the ego as a coherent organization (1923, 1926a, etc.). He continued to use the ego-as-self and the ego-as-system, relying on the context to define the level of abstraction. But some authors imply that Freud was not aware of the distinctions.

In fact, Freud was deliberate. "We call this organization their 'Ich.' Now there is nothing new in this. Each one of us makes this assumption without being a philosopher, and some people even in spite of being philosophers.... You will probably protest at our having chosen simple pronouns . . . instead of giving them orotund Greek names.2 In psycho-analysis, however, we like to keep in contact with the popular mode of thinking and prefer to make its concepts scientifically serviceable rather than to reject them"
(1926b, p. 195).

Hartmann (1939), later in collaboration with Kris and Loewenstein, continued to develop the metapsychological ego systematically (I contend, too systematically). There is no question of the value of their accomplishments, or their great influence on psychoanalysis. However, even the greatest theoreticians can be criticized (and should be). There is one reformulation of Hartmann's which, although almost universally applauded, especially calls for such criticism; in my opinion it has had negative and unnecessary influences on subsequent theorizing.

Hartmann was interested, quite rightly, in the economic assumptions having to do with the more or less "neutralized" "energic" processes of the ego as an organization, and those other, less neutralized energies having to do with narcissism. It was important, he said (1950)3 to differentiate, as Freud had not, the concepts of ego, self, and person:

. . . "in using the term narcissism, two different sets of opposites often seem to be fused into one. The one refers to the self (one's own person) in contradistinction to the object, the
second to the ego (as a psychic structure) in contradistinction to other substructures of the personality. However, the opposite of object cathexis is not ego cathexis, but cathexis of one's own person, that is, self-cathexis; in speaking of self-cathexis we do not imply whether this cathexis is situated in the id, in the ego, or in the superego. This formulation takes into account that we actually do find "narcissism" in all three psychic systems; but in all these cases there is opposition to (and reciprocity with) object cathexis. It therefore will be clarifying if we define narcissism as the libidinal cathexis not of the ego but of the self. (It might also be useful to apply the term self-representation as opposed to object representation)." (pp. 84-85).

In 1953, Hartmann spoke of "the cathexis of the self-image (a complex of representations)" (p. 85). Similarly, in 1955 he wrote, "If we accept [his definition of narcissism as the cathexis of self], we may then speak of self-representation (in the case of libidinal cathexis: narcissism) in opposition to object representation . . ." Similar propositions were repeated in 1956.

These formulations have been repeated as dogma by most writers who concern themselves with self. They have been particularly influential in Jacobson's (1964) work, in the "object relations" theories which have grown up (among them, Kernberg's [1976]), in the over-extensions by some writers of Mahler's (1975) theories of separation-individuation (see my paper, Freud's concepts of idealization, vs79b), in the creation of a "self psychology" by Kohut (1977) and his followers, in proposals that the self should be created as the fourth metapsychological macrostructure (Levin, 1963; Mitterauer and Pritz, 1978; Panel, 1958), and, finally, in a variety of idiosyncratic systems based as much on fantasies as on observations of preverbal children.

An adequate economic drive theory must distinguish between erotic and aggressive cathexes of the ego-as-self and the presumably more neutralized energies "powering" the ego-as-system. Nevertheless, there are a number of objections to Hartmann's reformulations, which equated narcissism with the libidinal cathexis of the self.

The problem with narcissism as a concept is that it has never been adequately integrated with the later theoretical concepts of which On Narcissism (Freud, 1914) was itself the harbinger. It was written before the structural theory -- id-ego-superego -- and before the later dual instinctual drive theory was developed. Narcissism was contrasted with egoism (and this distinction reappeared even after l920).

On Narcissism was indeed "An Introduction.'' The concept, as noun or adjective, was applied to a normal developmental phase, a perversion, a type of object choice, the ego ideal, regulations of self-esteem, omnipotence, anti self-love. Narcissism has been identified solely with self-esteem, or solely with omnipotence, or solely, as in Hartmann, with self-love. It would be better to think of them as constituting related parts (see my vs75a).

Hartmann's economic treatment of narcissism in terms of self-love is a concretization, or at least a narrowing of the concept, as if it were self-evident and precise, easily transferable to the structural point of view. Yet, as an umbrella concept, it cannot account sufficiently for the myriad of clinical phenomena dubbed "narcissistic," as Joffe and Sandler (1967) convincingly demonstrated.

And what did Hartmann mean by "self" when he spoke of its being cathected by libido? As we have seen, he variously meant self-representation, a collection of self-representations, and a person as a whole. But if person as a whole, then "self" is unnecessary, except as an indicative pronoun. If "psychic apparatus," then self is simply a word for some individual mind in its totality. It is true that Freud occasionally (1915, p. 130) used Gesamt-lch to refer to "the ego as a whole" as distinguished from the ego as part of the systems id-ego-superego. But, as Loewald (1973) put it, "If self is something like Freud's Gesamt-lch . . . then, far from being a content or a structure within the mind, self would be the mind as cathected in its totality" (p. 450, my emphasis). A totality "cathecting" a totality, however, is problematic. Did not Freud himself disabuse us of the belief that the self was master in its own house? Did he not demonstrate the crucially important impersonal aspects of the mind? Self-as-one's-whole-person is an interpersonal, not an intrapsychic term.

Nor can a totality logically be equated with a part of the totality, a content, a psychic representation, or collection of representations. The "representational world," as it is ordinarily conceived,4 is analogous to an intrapsychic map. The map is hardly the terrain. Even the representation of wholeness is questionable. Although a person regularly perceives himself as agent, he rarely experiences himself as a "whole." In states of altered consciousness, during orgasm or some forms of meditation, feelings of wholeness may be experienced—but then the very delimitations and details of the self become blurred. It is a misunderstanding of the concept of psychic representation to equate self with its varying representations (Loewald, 1973). Beyond the fact that "self" refers to a collection of exceedingly important fantasies, it cannot be adequately defined. The purpose of this essay is to try to herd the term back into the corral of solipsism and out of theoretical fields.

Finally, Hartmann, who taught us to avoid reification, spoke of our "finding narcissism in all systems." But how can narcissism, an abstraction, be "in" any abstraction? The problem with Hartmann's reformulation of ego and self is that it represents an overly systematized approach to what is, after all, a speculative mental economics. The result is a further detachment of the abstract concept of ego -- the non-experiential realm, and the experiential ego (Sandler and Joffe, 1969). Although Schafer (1973), who also would refrain from using abstract conceptions of self, asserts that Hartmann did not use self and identity as metapsychological notions, it is impossible to agree with him. How can the "self," whether as "whole person" or as a representation, be cathected without assuming for it some sort of metapsychological status?

Hartmann sought to resolve a theoretical ambiguity concerning the ego. But the effort not only brought forth new problems, it weakened the original concept.

As Laplanche and Pontalis (1973) put it,

"The attempt to identify and eliminate a supposed "terminological ambiguity" is . . . merely a way of avoiding a fundamental problem.... In our view this position builds upon a purely conceptual distinction, running ahead of a real solution to some essential problems. The danger . . . is that the real contributions of the Freudian usage may be lost. For Freud exploits traditional usages: he opposes organism to environment, subject to object, internal to external, and so on, while continuing to employ "Ich" at these different levels. What is more, he plays on the ambiguities thus created.... It is this complexity that is shunned by those who want a different word for every shade of meaning (pp. 131-132).

The other theoretical speculations which have fueled enormous confusions (Glover, 1966) have to do with "identity," which is usually, but not always, seen as synonymous with self. Abend (1974) has contributed a useful survey of the various ways the term has been used -- and the clinical confusions which can result. Reviewing a book by Erikson (1974), Simon (1978) remarked, "Unfortunately, the core term in Erikson's argument, 'identity,' remains as tantalizing and as amorphous as in his previous writings. It encompasses the subjective and the objective, the conscious, the preconscious, and the unconscious, the social and the intrapsychic, as well as the ego ideal and the 'ideal self' " (p. 460).

We are left with a massive and confusing literature on the self. Terms do not always represent concepts; sometimes they merely cover their absence. A redundancy of terms in psychoanalysis exists. Self, identity, identity themes (along with mysterious hybrids: ego identity and self identity), variously mean the individual, the mind (phenomenally or noumenally), or even something like a metaphysical fate, as in identity themes. Such global confusion would be enough to fill many volumes. Unfortunately, all too frequently the core propositions of psychoanalysis get left out.

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When I speak of self I can speak with immediacy only of my own self. It is impossible to think of self without including its reflexive nature, the self experiencing itself. I can directly experience only my self, no other. But the possibility of self-deception is ubiquitous. My introspective judgments are much less veridical than the analytic judgments of another, even though the latter judgments, too, are limited.

Sometimes clinical material can be an oasis in the occasionally arid desert of theory. Let us suppose that once I was in analysis with you, the reader, before I became an analyst myself. Assume that I was analyzable and that I wanted very much to be analyzed. Let me speak of a part -- I emphasize, only a part -- of that experience. When we began, I did not understand the peculiarities of the analytic situation as a unique kind of social relationship. Nevertheless, I adapted to the set-up and gradually came to distinguish its nature from what I presumed to be your idiosyncrasies.

Striving to observe the fundamental rule (perhaps you never said anything explicitly about the rule, but I learned it well), I discovered that it abrogated many of the silent rules of dialogue that I had learned and accepted over the years. There were thoughts and impulses and feelings I had assumed one simply did not mention to another person. The early difficulties in freely associating, as I saw them, had to do with breaking all those other rules, observed most of my life, which guaranteed at least acceptance, and possibly safety and love. But as I became more accustomed to the unparalleled candor required, I felt relieved because no bad consequences came about. In fact, good things happened. For one, I learned gradually that my own private mind was probably not greatly different from the private minds of others, inasmuch as my confessions elicited no surprise, nor was I rejected or even reprimanded for the things I said. More important, I began to see the connectedness of my variegated experiences and actions.

Many things happened between you and me, of course. One of them was my learning that, try as I might, I could not consistently freely associate, even when consciously free to do so. I failed, over and over. And partially through your help, I learned that there were aspects of myself of which I had been unaware and which seemed to impede. even battle, the analysis. More incredibly, and to my naive astonishment, I began to have intense feelings about you, reactions to you, and impulses toward you which seem to me, for a long time, to have nothing to do with apparent realities. But gradually, these phenomena, too, began to make a new kind of sense to me. I discovered that there were areas of myself which had been segregated from other areas, falsely ascribed to the past, or pushed out of my awareness altogether (I learned that I was also the pusher) or denied, or assumed to exist in other people rather than in me. I even learned that there were parts of myself, or what I had thought to parts of myself, that did not belong to me at all, but belonged to other people (for example, I may have thought my mother's fantasies about me were my own demands). There were responsibilities I thought must certainly were mine, which were not and could not be mine (to "save" other people, perhaps). And there were responsibilities which I thought belonged to other people which later became evident to be mine (you, I had thought, were supposed to "save" me).

Along the way, I learned, or relearned, that everything pertaining to myself pertained to my body, and that my apparently more general notions and feelings about myself were all reflected in consciousness -- or once conscious -- imaginations about my body: its size, strength, and expanse; exaggerations, diminutions, or distortions of its various parts; its beauty or ugliness. All these qualities, and others, were associated with a multitude of different feelings. In addition, I learned a great deal about things that were not exactly "me" but "mine" -- possessions, so to speak: my things, my conscience, my impulses, friends, enemies, values, and the like. At the same time I learned to distinguish all these from the possessions of others. On occasions -- wonder upon wonders -- they could be shared without loss to either of us.

I discovered -- rediscovered -- the erotic and destructive passions and terrors of early childhood by experiencing them with you, that I learned how my past penetrated sometimes overly influenced the present, that infantile wishes continued to be alive, and the previous secret ways I used in the attempt to gratify them or ward them off carried a terrible price, that the original dilemmas continued, and that in re-creating them with you I cast you as a major actor. In all this I was either able to recover some memories, or was able to reconstruct many of the more passionate happenings of my childhood. But precise memory failed the times before words. And let us suppose that I learned that every psychic act of mine represented a compromise and integration of multiple motives. And that I never can escape unconscious forces, but I can come to cope with them in adult ways. Nor can I totally avoid self-deceptions, although I can rely on (some) others' observations to help expose them.

I have not attempted to cover more than a part of the analysis. Not to go on and on -- let us suppose that I experienced a good analysis.

In the course of that analysis, much depended on your interests. If you were devoted to some particular theoretical system or clinical investigation, I would be very apt to sense the interest and unconsciously use it for my purposes. Also, if you were alienated from some period of your own life, say adolescence, it is doubtful that we would have learned much about my adolescent self. More likely I would have behaved like an adolescent with you. But if your interests were reasonably non-tendentious, if you respected my autonomy, we should have been able to reconstruct a great deal of the development of what I call my self and what you (privately) call my ego or, perhaps, my character. All that time I was trying to experience my own self, trying the while to communicate everything I could about it, failing, discovering my own reasons for creating the failures, taking more and more responsibility for myself, including the responsibility for acknowledging some areas of absolute helplessness. I came to modify those areas of harsh (or missing) conscience that derived from childhood, as well as to alter the unrealistic ideals and the sometimes vain, sometimes humiliating responses I felt in regard to them.

In undergoing these changes (which you understood far better than I could -- but not always!), my relations with others, my capacity to empathize with others, my ability to love -- and if necessary to combat -- expanded and deepened. I became less self-centered and more self-directed. Changes having to do with my self were inextricably intertwined with changes having to do with other people, either in living memory or in the actual present. Whether I became more free is a matter for philosophers, but there is no question that I experienced more freedom and more responsibility for myself. Even on a physical level I changed, perhaps in terms of bearing and posture, perhaps even in terms of physiology and tissues. And my character? Some traits diminished in intensity I may have become less anxiously apologetic), but other traits became more obvious in that I no longer needed to conceal them from myself and from others.

From time to time, you pointed out characteristics of behavior of which either I had not been aware, or, if I had been, I regarded as "just me". As far as I was concerned they were simply an untroublesome part of my self. In fact, I was likely to be offended by your noticing them, but we often found that bringing them up led to the uncovering of new areas of my self. After a time, I came to see that these were what you called "character traits," some hardly to be distinguished from symptoms, others simply regular and even valuable ways of doing things. But what I called my "character" was apt to be more an intellectual insight than anything else -- consisting of what I knew about others' understandings (and misunderstandings) of me. They also (I came to see later) had to do with regularities of my mind's functions that others could sense, but I couldn't.5 Yet I was -- and still am -- only partially able to experience these characteristic operations in any direct, affective way, not necessarily because they were part of the unconscious, but because they were everyday matters that seemed to take place automatically. In a way they were the opposite of "self-consciousness," the anxious self-regard when one believes, rightly or wrongly, that the environment is dangerously hostile. I can experience myself self-critically reasonably well only when I do not feel either self-conscious or automatic in my doings. With changes in my habitual self-awareness I could also get better insights into the ways other people "are," how they react, what they tend to think about me.

What we call a character trait is a regular or predictable action as perceived by others. While I am the one I am doing something -- say, riding a bicycle, or associating on the couch with comfort and considerable freedom -- I am mostly unaware of myself: I am not self-conscious. But when, on the other hand, I am being self-conscious, perhaps anxiously or perhaps not, I cannot do the thing at hand very freely (although some other action which did not require attention, for example doodling, might be possible). When "I" act, the "me" drops out of awareness, and when the "me" is dominant, the "I" recedes. Of course if things are going well and I do not have be anxiously self-conscious, I can be aware, to some extent, of what I am doing while I am doing it. If I am neither very anxious or afflicted with other self-preoccupations I can reflect with some accuracy about what I just done. But there are always limitations to what I can experience about myself. In some ways you can intellectually understand more about these things about my self because you do not have to be me. But in other ways, you are forever isolated from me. You can never know exactly what it is like to be me.

Now, as all this analysis was going on, a quite different set of operations was taking place in your mind (I know this now because I have been an analyst a long time). You had the advantage of perspective; you had been analyzed yourself, you had worked with other people, and you had learned from other analysts. And in some ways the analytic situation itself was deliberately unbalanced socially -- from the beginning of modern psychoanalysis as we know it. That is, it is not merely a matter a matter of convention; it is a central necessity if an analysis is to unfold as part of a coherent process (see An analyst at work, vs84a) Just as I was enjoined to try to give my mind freedom and say everything that came to it, you enjoined yourself to try to give your mind similar freedom -- but not to say anything substantial that did not have to do with furthering the analysis (see Rules and frames...vs83b). This discipline had its burdens, but it had its protection as well. It made it possible for the analyst to do his work. For instance, you could be much more richly subjective in regard to analyzing me -- and more objective in understanding our subjective relationship.

Thus, you were able to see patterns in my associations and other behavior; more, you were able to feel them; often you were also able to note that thing had bean left out of the dialogue. From time to time, with discipline and tact, you let me know what you knew or supposed. You observed from the outside, so to speak; yet, drawing on your analytic experience, you were able to be much more empathic -- of, sometimes, less empathic; you were able to understand me in a way that was, in earlier times, unprecedented. But what I call my "self," you called "you" or "yourself" or "you" this or that. When you were not addressing me, but were thinking about me, what I called my "self" you called "him" or "his mind" or "Spruiell" or, descriptively, "his character," or, more dynamically, his "ego."

The only other way you come even closer to knowing my self were those time, often unexpected times, when you found that your were able to "put yourself in my shoes," and, in the process, "know that it was so." You knew because both you and I were temporarily quite synchronized emotionally; we had both "been there" as human beings. You could not force yourself to do this by some act of conscious will. Nor could you "convey" your empathy in any deliberate way. But those times when "it came to you," you knew me because you knew yourself, and there was a close analogy between our respective selves, especially at such crossings. And I did not need to be informed by you of those times -- I sensed them.

I also have reasons to believe that there were other times when you empathized not with me, but with some other important person in my life. Then you knew me, by analogy, by knowing me through my "object," my "other." And then were darker times of apparently estrangement, of you to me or me to you. They were painful but inevitable -- and both of us survived, the better for the experience.

Analysts vary in their capacity to empathize, but it is safe to say that if you had no empathy at all for me, only an intellectual analysis would have taken place -- not a valid one. On the other hand, if you had become carried away by your empathy, at the expense of more objective observations, or if you could only feel for me and not for the poor people around me, if there were not useful times when you did not empathize with me, then it is safe to say that only some of kind experiential psychotherapy would have taken place, not an analysis.

You had two ways of knowing me, one more or less objective in nature, the other subjective. As a good analyst, you put those ways of knowing together. Then you were apt to use words (though not to me) like drives, defenses, ego, id, superego, dynamics, genetics, transference, transference neurosis, infantile wishes, ego idea, and the like. In using these words, which refer to concepts you share with other analysts, you are able to learn from them (and perhaps understand me even better), and you may be able to teach them (from your experience with me and others). But you cannot teach them much about my self. While I am even more limited -- there is more to me than I can know -- you know much more about these areas you call unconscious ego or those regularities of behavior you call my character. Yet you have only glimpses of my self. And our colleagues can know still less. However, all of us can know more about the ego and its id and superego and objects; we can know more about human minds in general as a result of every successful analysis, provided there is communication about it.

IV

Perhaps you will indulge me a bit longer and play two other games. Since you are a psychoanalyst I will assume that you have a (perhaps very concealed) playful streak in you and that you might well have become (with appropriate training) an observer of infants and toddlers and an analyst who treats older children. Let us first assume that I am the infant, and later, the toddler, and you are the observer.

Since you are who you are, I take it for granted that you would not be one of putative scientists who avoid relationships with their subjects, and who try to observe behavior in a "neutral" cage-laboratory. But I do not know how you would observe me, or where. Would you know my parents, brothers, and sisters well? And if so, how would you know them, familiarly or clinically? Would they tell you more than parts of the truth? It would be hard to imagine that they would or could, unless they wanted to be analyzed. If they wanted that enough to do it, it is doubtful that they would spend very much of their time talking about me!

Where would we see each other -- at home, in a nursery, in the garden? And how often and for how long? And what would you learn about me? If we had a relationship which allow me to take you seriously and be interested in you, and could allow you to empathize with me, a great deal could be learned. Unfortunately, you would have difficulty putting your insight into words. As soon as you got away from those words used with a baby or little child, the language would become adult and "rational." You would shift to considering your adult self relating to a little one, not the little one's self. Whatever language you used would tend to make me out to be a little adult, not the little one's self. Whatever language you used would tend to make me out to be a little adult.

On the other hand, you might make very valuable observations if you saw a number of children, some like me, some not like me at all. But as far as what might have been revealed about me as a little boy, it is hard to know. You certainly would have "known" me and sensed my development -- you would have known a lot more about what kind of little boy I was externally that we have reconstructed from an adult analysis. Perhaps you have detected a certain solemnity, concealing quite a lot of playfulness. You would have noted a variety of character traits; it is hard to know how similar these would be to my adult traits. I do not believe, however, that you would have penetrated very far into the intimate world that I know something about: the intimacies which produced strengths and weaknesses, conflicts, fixations, distortions and curiosities, incredible terrors and satisfactions. Looking backward, we can see that these intimacies preceded and lent a special character to the Oedipal and post-oedipal organizations which followed them. But could we have looked forward?

The fact that I doubt that you, as an observer, could have made very accurate predictions about me is no denigration of the clinical values of infant observation. To the contrary, such cumulative observations are finally providing a framework (and time-table) in which to study the development of the ego and all its relations. They cannot, however, tell us much about the development of the personal, individual self as I am using that word.

If we play the other game, in which I am an older child or an adolescent, and you are the analyst, we have an easier time. Even though for a long period, even as an older child, I could not or would not tell you much of value about myself in words, I did indicate a great deal by way of the games we played. Many of the same things happened that would happen with me as a grown-up. Others were different: we interacted much more directly; you were thereby more subject to the excesses of over-identification or withdrawal, or other counter transference phenomena; I was still developing rapidly; my parents were very much a part of my contemporary life; and other, less important differences existed. Nevertheless, many of the same things happened as they would in an adult analysis. As for my own self, you very likely came to know a great deal about what it was like to be me. If you were only an "objective" observer, however, not an analyst, you would come to know practically nothing: of the important matters, I wouldn't tell you anything. But from analytic experiences with me and other people -- and above all, your own self -- you are capable of writing about the private, inner lives children and adolescents. Perhaps you have. If not -- you should!

V

The problem with any discussion of "self" is that, if kept within strict limits, it amounts to very little, and if left unchecked, it gets into practically everything. I have specifically avoided philosophical questions concerning the nature of self, not only because I am not a philosopher, but because such questions in turn become involved with problems of materialism, symbolism, the ancient problems of mind and body, causality, determinism versus free will, induction, etc. Not that we should, or can safely, avoid philosophical concerns: we have contradictory assumptions embedded in some of our ways of thinking; conversely, our very science amounts to evidence that no self-respecting philosopher can easily ignore. Psychoanalysis is a more isolated discipline than it should be. Nor have I attempted to discuss the theories concerning the self held by some sociologists, or the activities of information theorists, or those Pygmalions who aim to create Artificial Intelligence. Even within the discipline of psychoanalysis, I have not been able to deal with the concepts of the French authors or the followers of Klein or Bion because I do not feel competent to criticize them.

I have argued that within the framework of classical psychoanalysis, self has always been assumed, experimentally, by the word translated in English as ego. At first, the topographical system subsumed the abstract, complementary concepts; later, the ego as a coherent organization took that place. When "self" is used as an ordinary abstraction of daily life, as Beres (1976) pointed out, "... we usually find ourselves adding a prefix or a suffix ... to give it substance something has to be added. So in our psychoanalytic discussion we have self-esteem, self-consciousness, self-awareness, self-image, self-presentation, and many others." All of these can be discussed under the heading of ego.

Classical psychoanalysis has evolved since Freud's time, of course, clinically as well as theoretically. But not all development represents progress. While the mainstream has progressed, there are eddies of theory which have departed from it. Glover, in 1966, wrote a searing review of Jacobson's 1964 book, The Self and the Object World. Calling the "self" a "journalistic term," he said that her book should have been entitled The Relations of some Ego formations to the Objects of Some Instinctual Drives. Jacobson's work is an approach to the criticism of theories which he thought were more matters of metaphysics than metapsychology, in that they were developed on the basis of terms like self, identity, and narcissism. Abstract structures were built on hypothetical, unverifiable, and fundamentally unsound premises. Since the time of Glover's paper, there has been an acceleration of these tendencies.

Heinz Hartmann would no doubt have shared the distress of many clinical analysts as they contemplate the global theories which have sprouted. Many of them are subtly or not so subtly antithetical to any definition of Freudian psychoanalysis. Inevitably, their clinical applications have led to therapies which should not bear the label of psychoanalysis. One part of the problem lies in the eager need to accept premature systemization, often followed by a need to rebel against it, replacing it with new, supposedly "hard-edged" theories. Witness the turn of many of the followers of Rapaport (Gill, 1967), who seek to reject the ideas of metapsychology entirely replacing it, for example, with concepts derived from information theory (Gill and Holzman, 1976), or with the "action language" of Schafer (1976). There seems almost a frenzy to announce that metaphor speaks inexactly and therefore ought to be exposed and rooted out wherever found. Certainly this puritanical aversion to metaphor is alien to Freud's thought and, in fact, is alien to scientific thinking in general (Arlow, 1979, Pederson-Krag, 1956).

Another part of the problem lies in the over-emphasis of attention to pathological antecedents of very early preoedipal phenomena. While there is no doubt that developmental studies have demonstrated the importance of very primitive forms of preoedipal pathology, the words "preoedipal" and "narcissistic" should not be thought to be interchangeable. And sometimes it is claimed that analyzable patients do not even have oedipal conflicts. Yet developmental research has also made it clear that the origins, or precursors, of oedipal conflicts also extend back to the same periods that preoedipal conflicts exist. In analyzable individuals, at least, even those who have had serious calamities very early in infancy, there seems to be a coexistence, or a mutual inter-penetration of both oedipal and preoedipal levels of organization. It is preposterous to think that an individual could grow up and become analyzable as an out-patient and never have experienced such early precursors of oedipal conflicts -- at least by the time the child is distinguishing the mother from other familiar adults.

Still another part of the problem lies in the confusions to which concepts of narcissism are still heir. It will be remembered that Hartmann's effort to systematize the concepts of ego and narcissism led to some of the later conundrums. He tried to equate narcissism and self, and others followed him (even while differing sharply with his theories in general). Later, he replaced his earlier idiosyncratic economic concepts (a qualitatively enormously expanded economic system) of narcissism (1971) with a new "self psychology," which subsumed the previous ideas (1977).

In one effort to reexamine the question, I proposed that we attempt to disentangle, rather than separate, notions about narcissism from notions about the ego and object relations -- and certainly not conflate them (see Three Strands ..., vs75a). If then we returned to clinical observations, three distinguishable, developmental elements of narcissism can be teased out: the evolution, omnipotence, and the regulation of self-esteem. At one time or another, each of these had been identified by some analysts with the whole of narcissism. In fact, they are related, but originate in separate processes at different times of development. They become intertwined during the oedipal period and even more during adolescence. In some disturbed people they may seem to be separated, individually stunted, or compensatorily augmented. Thus a theory would approach the clinical fact that there is not one kind of narcissistic pathology, or two, but a variety. In 1975 (vs75b) and 1979 (vs79d), I also discussed these vicissitudes in normal adolescence.

Whether my particular efforts are useful is not the point of this essay. The point is that there have been all kinds of assumptions made about narcissism and the ego with little to back them up except for the prestige of the innovators. While there have been attempts to criticize the new ideas, for example by Glover, mostly there has been a hardening of attitudes by the various camps, or "schools" of psychoanalysis, and a widening gap of dialogues. Perhaps it is this that is the major problem. It leads to the freezing of thought in the respective, guild-like "schools," with an absence of legitimate dialogues among them, much less attempts to mount scientific efforts to validate claims. With this "freezing," the trainees tend to follow the traditions of their own training analysts.

Even worse, although some of the original authors have been careful to locate their observations in acceptable theoretical contexts, many of the subsequent global theorists lift their observations, divest them of their contexts, and use them as building blocks for still newer systems. The fact that we have been taught so much about the ego, in so many detailed ways, by Hartmann, Kris, Loewenstein, Rapaport, Ann Freud, Sandler, Joffe, Mahler, Beres, Arlow, Brenner, Spitz, Loewald, Stone, and many others, has not spared from the growth of theoretical shantytowns.6

There is a need to return to the clinical practice of psychoanalysis for our theories. We need to hold to a sound grasp of basic concepts, treating the highly abstract theories as superstructures rather than foundations, as Freud (1914) cautioned us to do. Clinical practice is the best testing ground for those necessary conjectures we call metapsychology. Central and irreplaceable in this theory is that there is a psychoanalytic theory of drives integrated with a psychoanalytic theory of object relationships (see my vs88), integrated with a theory of the ego, integrated with a theory of the id, integrated with some sorts of developmental and economic theories (see vs79b). We cannot do without any of the parts, nor can we evade the effort to integrate them.

VI

The word self, taken in its everyday sense in the English language, is ubiquitous in psychoanalytic work. But an essential part of its nature is its reflexivity; it is impossible to define validly, except as a set or series of fantasies an individual has about himself -- which are, of course, of extraordinary importance. But self has no place as a theoretical word. What the analysand calls his self the analyst call his ego, which is definable, a macro-structure that can be clearly distinguished from the other macro-structures, the id and the superego, -- and correlated either in the sense of what can be known of the analysand's experience within the analytic situation, or, to a lesser degree, on the basis of abstractions based on generalizations -- the collective generalizations shared by most members of the discipline of psychoanalysis. The ego in the latter sense is defined by its functions because these functions are related in a coherent way, and because, in turn, they are related to what can be known of the personal experience another person has of himself.

ENDNOTES

1. "Knowing" is used in its everyday sense: knowing oneself, knowing another -- without carrying the implication of certainty; rather, assuming that it is always partial, always subject to some level of distortion, and always depends upon the perspectives of both the knower and the known. This view implies a partial sense of incompletion, an appreciation of the inevitable appearance of imperfection. But it does not imply total relativity.

2. As happened in the translation of Freud's works into English, except that the "orotund" names were in Latin rather than in Greek.

3. Loewenstein (1940) had pointed this out previously.

4. The concept of mental representation varies depending upon the metapsychological position taken. According to Beres and Joseph (1970), a working definition for a mental representation is that it is a "postulated unconscious psychic organization capable of evocation in consciousness as symbol, image, fantasy, thought, affect or action" (p. 2). Their definition is in some respects similar to Freud's Reprasentant or Reprasentanz, the words for psychic representation of instinct or affect. This is the broad concept of representation: representations are cathected varying instinctual drive energies, may conflict, and may or may not result in conscious derivatives, depending on ego operations. But self-representation from this point of view could hardly be the same as self. The narrower view o representation as idea (Sandler and Rosenblatt, 1962; Schafer, 1968), following Freud's Vorstellung. It does not logically allow for the idea being cathected (except in the sense of "attention cathexis"). From this point of view, what is cathected are the motives, which, of course, make use of the necessary psychic representations.

5. Lampl-de Groot (1963) defined character as "the habitual way in which integration is achieved; this means: in which a person's ego solves conflicts within the internal world (id and superego), conflicts with the environment, and conflicts within its own organization (between its various functions and capacities)" (p. 8).

6. After completion of this essay, I read a valuable paper by Grossman (1980). In many ways, he follows the line of thought presented here. However, he comes to different conclusions about the theoretical use of the use of "self" as a theoretical term.

7. (Added in 1997.) Since 1981, when this paper was published, theoretical standards, and parallel clinical standards have grown worse. Some analysts seem to want to demolish principles of technique that, in my opinion, are absolutely necessary if a psychoanalytic process is to develop. The assault is based on ridiculing authority -- in the case of the analyst, his expertise at his work: the central importance of special kinds of framing of the analytic situation, largely by the analyst, but with the patient's fundamental cooperation. All this is rationalized in terms of the patients' supposed needs of egalitarianism, "closeness" by the analyst, and "openness" to contrary opinions. While we hope that nobody believes analysts should be authoritarian, or should be "distant" with their patients, or should be dogmatic about facts or abstractions, it is still a fact that patients of surgeons prefer that they be expert at what they do.


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